Putting My Life Under Construction!

Today I felt like a big part of me was missing like something just fell out of my body and I just couldnt find it! or anything to replace it.. I dont know what it is what is wrong or what is the cause of this feeling, But im putting my whole life on hold and Under Construction because of it! i've been feeling like this for about a week now but today it all just took its course! Maybe its my life on this island! Boring routing and uneventful maybe its my lifestyle, job, relationship, sex life, I JUST DONT KNOW! i've tried to change my appreance new hair color and cut! i've been travelling alot shopping and still cant shake this feeling! You KNOW WHAT MAYBE IM MISSING THE LORD!!! I"M GOING TO TRY AND GO CHURCH AND SEE IF ITS THAT!

TTYL

*KYSS*